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I hate the way they talk about me I hate the things they say I hate that I'm a disappointment May God take me away I'm sorry if this hurts you. I'm sorry I'm so fucked up. I'm sorry for never working I'm just shit out of luck... I'm sorry for always lying I'm so sorry for all this pain I'm sick of always crying And all these dreams of dying I'll leave you alone now So you can focus on your day I will always love you Buts it's time the angels take me away.

I had to learn I had to change I had the yearn To fight for better days I still survive My brothers died I had to hide, Pretend that everythings okay ITS NOT! Our final hour Is coming here at last! Release your power To destroy the mess That is in your way... Now take me away! You want to learn You want to change You have the yearn Come, and i'll show you my ways Eye for an eye Make sure that they die No more disguise Make all of your enemies pay! Make them pay! Our final hour Is coming here at last! Release your powere to destroy the mess That is in your way I'll blow you away!

Just like the glass, my heart shattered as it hit the floor It seems endless, i've felt this a thousand times before.. No more pain and suffering, we can't take this anymore... So once again i say goodbye, my so called amor... ... Never again will I hurt you. May our hearts be restored.

Deep inside these hollow trips I lose my mind, you've lost your wits. Our broken lives don't seem to fit But we don't want to put an end to this I take the guilt, I feel your pain But in the end i feel the same The math I do never turns out positive Our thoughts are just too negative Empty and hollow, I'll get out of this Please babe, just remember this... I am the one who loves your face.... You are the one who makes my heart race..

Dull bleak mornings. Filled with dull, bleak, mourning. How perfectly weather reflects mood. Ohhh, nothing good ever comes from wasting away in this bed. So I stepped out for a walk. Away from my thoughts, and insecurities. To find myself stopped. Here, in this clearing. So cold... For a moment, I was reminded of the world. Then suddenly, the clouds had parted. Casting down warmth, and sunlight. Here, and nowhere else. How serene... As if, some higher being were about to speak to me. But nothing ever came. And so I was left. Wandering; aimlessly throughout the rest of my day. Once again, returning to my bed. Pondering

On a most beautiful day, I caught myself chasing rainbow's in the rain. But the closer I came, the further they drifted away. Their color's fell apon a mountain, and so I rose to it's top. Only to turn, and see them resting beyond the next peak. Up and down the countryside I traversed. In search of what I sought. That of myth and fable. Stories of leprechaun's, and pot's of gold. Miles and miles I roamed. Growing everymore weary, Believing my journey may never end. Until the time in which this spectacle, Disappeared right before my very eyes. In dismay, I began to make my way back home. When I stumbled past a most humble man.

They say I'm mad. They think they really know. But they don't know – no one does, No one screams and twists in the bubbles of my blood, No one dreams and dies in the theatre of my mind, No one stings and aches inside for scars on the outside Like I do. For I am alone in my suffering, Others can watch and offer their sympathies, Say kind words and rub my back But it never lasts, At home the other world waits for me The default mindset of goblin laughs and knives, Of blood red tears mixed together Like the paint palette of my life. They say I'm crazy. But who can really tell? Who can say what I am When what I am is locked away